GOD IS MY SALVATION

2009-10-17T10:21:00.002+08:00

good morning people. wassup. ok yesterday i watched fade to black ( for those who dun noe, it is a bleach movie.) ( for those who still dun noe it is a japanese anime ) ok anyway and trust me it was good. very good. that really got me readdicted to jap. the japanese language fascinates me. so anyway. go catch it it is a good anime to watch. also u can watch the series its just as good. now is time for my mind in my words.

--live in ignorance for
--complication is a bore
--with that many thoughts in mind
--all but whats right will i find
--in the dark and in the light
--in the day or in the night
--nothing in this world matters with simplicity
--complication failed brings about death and pity
--life is hard life is easy
--life is slow life is busy
--but at the end of the day
--whether under the hot summer ray
--the icy winter freeze
--in autumn the cool breeze
--or life in spring we let loose
--life is decided upon the path we choose

2009-10-15T19:17:00.002+08:00

hey ppl i am back again.
was playing badminton just now..wa damn fun sia. lol. got girl come also kris and cynthia. the others were me thia nic zw glendon ya thats abt it. quite shiok play doubles me and cynthia. however i my hand and legs very pain and tired. 3 days consecatively wa can die de LOL anyway aftr that we went to safra wanted play either bowling or pool but end up playing foosball.LOL then play awhile then go home. i went home with cynthia, thia went home with kris. nic lonely boy go home himself. anyway now to do my mind in my words again.

--the cool light breeze
--that crumpled crease
--life and death co-exsists
--time flies and yet it freeze
--words come and go as they please
--but the hopes once gone i have missed

2009-10-14T19:41:00.002+08:00

HELLO SINGAPORE..LOL ok nvm i am back and not better than ever but tired like mad...LOL i just returned from a lonG Long work out at the badminton court and that was soooooo veryyyyy funnnnnn

today i went to school for bulllseye competition training but it was kinda boring. soon after i w8ed for mr chacko and debate team but lo and behold i got scammed or rather i was mistaken. i thought it was today but well it was suposed to be next week. oh well.

i then went to glendons house to play sa for a while and then left after calling thia nic and zw to go to the sports hall to play badminton

i felt as though my life was very bad because firstly i left glendons house at 420 without knowing i still lagged behind thinking it was still 4 and when i checked my phone my goodness i was at a stake of shock it was 425 and i needed to be at the court at 5...-.- fortunately i was able to reach home at 435 and after changing and all i took out my bike and chionged i was very tired and guess wat i left m bike lock key at home...-.- i brought the lock without the key...-.-and then we played i was already quite weak after all yesterday i played 2 hr badminton and soccer..and my leg was injured. well at least it was fun. ok i shall stop here and now for my mind in my words (i did this yesterday and edited it today.)

--the world today is a dreadful place filled with gangs and kills and vice.
--to live a day with joy and peace is to eat and sleep and live like mice
--to live in fear to sleep in fear
--to liv with those we still hold dear
--but now we are scared
--our minds full of dread
--we are meek we creep
--we are weak we sleep
--to live is to die to die is to live
--the worlds a maze
--a likely craze
--like a race with no beginning
--not known to man nor beast who ran.
--a mind full of evil
--with things once medieval
--to think
--to dream
--to die.

2009-10-13T17:07:00.002+08:00

hihihi here i am again...now presently at nics house blogging. I am here with Lendrix, Thia and obviously nicholas...LOL..lendrix is playing fifa 07 which we have made our own customised game by the name of 2h bricks, inside, we have me thia lendris nic mz zw jonas marcus izaak glendon and edmund...haha all is name...brick...for example, i would be ellery brick and nic, nicholas brick...joker..nic took like half an hour making it while i thia and lendrix anyhow play 3 ppl mahjong...3 que 1...LOL coz kena pangsei by zw...-.- LOL ok nvm now let me think of something to write

--for the win
--united we stand
--never say DIE

lol this is for the / in the context of the fifa 07 game...haha...ok gtg le bye.

2009-10-12T08:01:00.002+08:00

yoyoyoyo wassup ppl in the place. how ya doing now man.ok? now ppl pls be reminded that there is oral at 1 pm later.

anyway now i am playing dd with glen oh man e doesnt even have an acc...nvm his in and he is lost...-.-ok finall here so sian...damn long sia nobody de...

ok anyway i just finished playin.damn sian...no kicks de ma...
lol now going play mahjong...anyway now is time for my mind in my words.

--fear the lord in
--all your ways
--in joy and in sadness.
--then praise and adore
--him.

--inner and outer
--never stop for man

--then will rest be given
--he will bring
--everlasting blessings
--lve, joy
--or rewards
--due

read it sideways...faith in the lord. it might not flow very smoothly but i hope u like it.

back and better than ever

2009-10-11T01:34:00.002+08:00

finally exams are over. now is slacking period.
its been so longlonglonglonglonglong since i last blogged perhaps because i was to stuck with work and too busy but now i am free.
to do wat i want to play to slack to live life as it comes.

i finally got my own laptop finally
altough its my dads old one, it just feels great.
(dun worry i will take good care of it) (i hope)

ok now its time for me to speak my mind in my words.

--the world a blaze
--a place and a maze
--with no start and no end
--no sea and no sand
--the beginning of earth
--the ending of life
--theres rejection and love
--theres hardship and strive
--you never know when your time will end
--but still you lived you walked and you ran

ok its late at night.bye
goodnight

2009-07-01T23:09:00.001+08:00

damn bored...LOL
wat to do sia...i dun wan blog also cannot...kenna nagged at by germ..LOL

ok happy birthday to u tricia...enjoy ur movie tmr...
sian today was quite stupid...CHI sucked..LOL...hais...
sian no inspiration ok la bye

2009-06-11T08:15:00.003+08:00

Hi all i have changed my blogskin...the old one was kinda..ugly..LOL...anyway...this one is more simpler with a more contrasting colour. anyway...i should most likely be updating my blog frequently. sian l8r got tuition...to state the truth..i dun feel very happy or emotionally fine today...due to some unfortunate circumstances. i was hurt and broken. anyway...KRIS allen rules...LOL?...-.-...ok...i go le bye-.-
>.<

2009-04-19T17:48:00.002+08:00

back from bugis...dun worry not to do shopping or wat...but to study...LOL...how ironic...going to bugis a shopping paradise or rather a place to shop to study?...lol...bugis library is quite big but half is made of theatres....boring..LOL...ok...anyway...l8r going out to my relatives bday ...going with family....got good food le...LOL...now my mum scolding and nagging at my sis to wake up...going l8 le...ok bye...no w8

today studies are at the front followed by leisure then ellery then others ...if i am bored, i will not type if i dun type it means i am going off now....so...think bout it...

2009-04-17T23:28:00.002+08:00

wth com got blocked...over protective?...nvm...anyway...

today ellery is losing to friends....ellery succumbed to peer pressure and did not go to the library to study as he was supposed tostudies are still behind but is slowly catching up...the importance of study is being shown...play was quite fast but now seems to be slowing down...so now the positions are of such
friends, Ellery, others, thoughts of failure, study, sports ....success, love, boredorm, play , slack, competitions...

ok done blogging le bye

2009-04-16T00:26:00.002+08:00

SIAN...srry 4 not posting for so long...i am getting seriously pissed and bored this week has been quite a week of setbacks this than that and so on...hais...EXAMS...they are catching up with me....muz chiong study le...if anyone wan go library study, tell me i am most likely going to tag along.hais...

this year feels as if it is a race , everyday is like a meter...it is a 360 meter race in which i mus complete....my opponents are exams, study, streaming, failures, set backs, competitions,success and opposition....

today, Ellery, setback, failure and opposition is having a close fight at the front...they are running for their lives...success and competitions are lagging behind and exams are cacthing up with ellery soon....can ellery go against all odds and win himself 1st place?....and get himself the trophy of good grades?...we shall see...

to be continued....

2009-04-10T23:44:00.002+08:00

Thank u jesus for dying on the cross today to cleanse me...thank u for dying for us...thank u for ur love for us....i noe that no matter how many thankyous i say is going to ever repay u so i give u my life....lord use it and bring more ppl to u lord jus help me...help me with all my probs...thank u...
hais..i can believe i did not go church today...i feel so irritated...i missed sth today...i was too careless...hais...nvm....anyway....
i feel super pissed and sad that we are distancing....wat was once a happy "family"/dumpcans is now distancing....i shall not lie to myself sayiong there are still some ppl hu actually care and ppl u can trust but...i am goin to say sth that might be hurting...but pls...i am not starting blog wars...but i jus want to say tat there is a huge gap btwn everyone exept t and g...t...i tot u once was my best mei...but now i see a hug gap btwn us...its like...everytime i go up to u..."GO AWAY" u wud tell me...hais...it feelss teribble...really...and g...i noe u are irritated at me bout my "Counselling/"...i am sorry....but since u wud only forgive and not forget...i cant do much....maybe u can jus forget that i ever exsisted...and nic..u changed....really...i dun even noe u anymore..kris...thanks for pi li mit....and dun worry...i not going say anything/....in fact u are like my closer frens...and thia and taro....not trying to hurt u but seriously...u are more like frens,...normal frens...srry...hais...i am doubting ppl le..i am losing my trust in ppl....and myself...
hais....i am getting interested in logic and philosophy...gonna read bout it soon bye...

2009-04-06T23:34:00.002+08:00

Cant forget to brethe slow...count from 1-10 with my eyes closed...
hais....i really...really dun noe u anymore...u have changed into a totally diff person...from bad to worse...hais...wat can i do to see u back to where u once were?
ELLERY!!!rmb...gilette might be the best a men can get but not having gillete is not the worse a man can get....so...being in ex-co might be the best a counciller can get but not being in it does not mean tat its the worse a counciller can get...so...cheer up...anyways...tmr nd do some cheer thing 4 the volleyball game on wed...sian...go lor...nth to do anyway...MUZ bring earpiece..LOL...anyway...ok....dun wan post le...bye....tmr i die le...fail math...

2009-04-01T23:46:00.002+08:00

FINALLY done with my hw...LOL...ok...now i shall blog...today i went to 940bbc...dunno how but i played quite well...lost one match and won the other...a first is 6-0 then we catch up...then we win 11-8...shocking...LOL...then as if not enuf when come home..slack awhile..then i went down again...go my house bbc play with some pro ass...then got thrashd...he is some china ass...but nvm...good game...then went i rtn home i started doing all the shit..hais..dun wan blog le...bye

2009-03-31T21:44:00.002+08:00

ARGHHH...pissed yet happy...i did not get selected 4 the position of vice head!!y...YYY....hais...maybe i am not cut out or ready...hais..nvm...(sobs..)..LOL...but i shall not fall and let myself remain fallen..i will not just giv up and quit...in fact i will help them and still remain a good councillor...i hope...hais..so close yet so far...nvm...on the other hand...i have done 5 full moon(basketball)...not very sure how but i tried and realised i could do so keep trying and did it 5 times..wow..LOL
hais....sian...dun wan tok le...not really in the mood...bye..

2009-03-29T20:52:00.002+08:00

But the trth hurts and lies worse how can give anymore when i love you a little less than b4...
sian today went out with cynthia, germaine, nick and nadia...go "watch" fahrenheit autograph session...wa boring ike crap...went there...too crowded than nvr do anything...sian...than only see them go down escalator than go...wth...than i and nick went eat...waste time sia...then went simei eat at eighteen chefs..then went ome with cynthia...
ok la...boring dun wan post le...bye

2009-03-28T19:00:00.001+08:00

LOL....ytd was my mums bdae but i am only "celebrating today at swensens...(i dunno if spell correct...)...ok...l8r going swensens and tmr going imm to watch fahrenheit in sing..LOL...sian...ok...KO 3AN GUO rox/zhong ji san guo ROX...but only got first three episodes..sian..so mus w8...ok gtg le...BYE

2009-03-26T21:26:00.002+08:00

elearn SuX but not going to schl ROCKS!!! LOL...ok today i went out after stupid elearn..i went with CYNTHIA KRIS NIC...go watch race to witch mountain...quite ok la..the starting scene was nice..LOL...the rocks rocks...LOL
so..we met at 3.30 though we shld have met at 3...-.-...then go buy tickets then go arcade awhile...play anit of basketball then thrash nic and cynthia in air hockey..>LOL..then we go watch the movie...after that when come out...first time see cynthia and kris siao siao buy fahrenheit poster..LOL hais..after that go home...now slacking...ok i wan slack without doin this BYE

2009-03-24T21:12:00.002+08:00

sian...tmr elearn...nth to do...bored already lor..LOL...arghh..back to square 1...y does my life seem so complicated..arghhhi feel so confused...why am i thinking too much....y cant i get enuf of failures? y cant i stop trying?...y do i function in a way that keeps pushing m down and pulling me up only to let go halfway such that i wud fall again..*pain*...hais...complicated
....life...love...study...cca...sports..passion...talent...need...arghhhh..confused..
i jus wan to live my life with abit of each but i jus cant balance it well...ARGHH...hais...y cant i live my life without it...or with it...coz without it i feel empty but i cannot get it...tiring...
hope....i dunno where to place mine in...i dun wan to fall so badly again...i already did b4 but it hurts and is very dangerous...coz..sumtimes..u dun get second chances in life...hais...maybe i wud jus stop blogging abt it..and think more...concentrate on my studies and not and STOP thinking bout it...BYE

2009-03-23T23:25:00.002+08:00

why why why why why...i feel super bored and irritated at some immature ppl...sometimes i just hope they will mature faster not in the type of like hair growth...or those crapp but i mean in their thinking and speech..i noe sometimes i can be immature...but i will change...i hope...anyway...i feel super bored today...nth to do...hais....anyway i have been made i/c for the sec 1 inter class games...yay...finally a platform to show myself..i hope this works out and i get promoted...hehehe,,,lol...ok..going off le...b4 tat...i jus wanna say that i am backsliding and i wish sum1 ould help me...pls.........bye

2009-03-22T17:45:00.003+08:00

sian...now waiting 4 SOME ppl to finish their lit so i can compile...LOL...sian...still waiting...hais...play l4d by myself just now...LOL...borig...play online...also boring..SIAN...at the end no health...then the health bar kp going down...finally saw darkness...and died...LOL...then this smart gal...go in dunw8 4 anyone...at the end only she go in..LOL...hais...bored...i think i screwed up just now due to v...and t ...but after a long talk i think i did well..they are fine le...i hope...LOL...ok...dun wan talk bout it...LOL...ok...anyway...got nardias msn today.talked 4 a long time..then finish....LOL..talk bout fahrenheit..ok...gtg le..bye!!!

2009-03-21T19:00:00.001+08:00

lol...back from tricia's house.....i feel so soso bad....i nvr go church today....2nd consecetive wk nvr go....i feel so bad...oh man...LOL..ok....my room got a make over today..lol...prepared 4 the new tv le...lol...ok...going to watch bull fighting le...bye

2009-03-19T23:45:00.001+08:00

arghhh....wat happen?....hais...i was typing and now mus restart....arghh..nvm...anyway...jus wanna thank the camp comitee for the whole of SYBIM....and of course GOD who protected us and kept us safe...jus wanna thank aaron for the "sermon" and te qt...i tot it was awesome how we can not worry with GOD on our side...how we should not worry as GOD commands us too...we can nvr fathom GODS awesomeness....i also wanna pray tat i would not be a hypocrite in all i do...not in worship and prayer especially...i noe tat i would not be able to do it on my own so i pray for GODS help to acheive it....my other prayer request is that GOD would annoint ppls eyes such that they will noe the true meaning of worship and how we can go to heaven...wat i mean is...i jus watch a show calld taboo....it shows me how ppl "showed/proved" their faith...they "crucified" themselves..pierced themselves...all kinds of things...to show that they are righteous in their faith...they are loyal to their GOD...normally i went really bother abt those who pray to other GODS apart from my GOD...so i shouldnt be talking bout it right?...the only thing is that the GOD they believe in is the very same GOD i believe in they believe in JESUS...that too is the worse part...so i hoe that they will understand that GOD gave his sons life to save us..we are redeemed by believing...we are not judged by wat we do....like wat i metioned earlier...so...i jus hope that they will realise their folly and change...GOD bless...amen

2009-03-18T22:23:00.002+08:00

back from SYBIM!!!!!tat was sooooo coooolllllll
and AWESOME!!!!
and of course!!!!!FUN!!!!!
ok...sybim was nice...we played "L4D" syrens style..LOL...
it was ok initially but after that...it did not get more boring but it got much much much more FUN!!!!
and ya...in the dark...haha...i pity ming yi....she was like....screaming...and screaming and screaming..lol...and then wen ting joined in,...lol....anyway....once it was over....we slacked awhile...i mean like we won....because of hui jie...with his"puppet show memory" win...lol...he memorised a verse due to a puppet show...interesting...lol....ok...then we slacked...and then ate dinner....at night..late at night/....we played some night games which was sooo cool....we totally thrashed the other team...but anyway...we still lost due to the fact that we are always late but...watever...L:O:L....thenthe next day/today we had a major water bomb event in whichi practically was the one filling and i filled like over 300...lol...oh....hais...ok...then i made some stupid oones too...in which ppl did not like...but ok...then we played...i was drenched...LOL
then we had worship and went kfc....that was where we saw this guy who was like talking with his"friends"...not wroing?...welll they were imaginary...wow...he was like scolding his frens...then there was a time where he suddenly was like angry and then stood up walked to our table with a boi song lookand then sat infront of ourtable and was like "blah blah blah...".then we realised he was talking to his "frens..."...LOL...we were quite sacared at first i nearlyt tookout my phone....to maybe call ppl/police/....LOL...scary sio....then he went out took out his shirt and did some "kungfu"moves..LOL...ok...then he went off...then returned...then off again...so we went off to lor..then i took josh car home...thanks josh!!!so ya tmr got abidah...so....BYE!!!!

2009-03-16T21:27:00.002+08:00

hais...thewhole holiday busy...LOL...just now went schl for some cross train thing...sian...now going to play l4d...then pack my bag 4 SYBIM tmr....YAY...ok...then when come back...slack ...sleep...then go schl again on thursday for some abidah thing...then do geog with t and g and zhiwei...then go schl on fri for dnt...then maybe...maybe...go back pri schl for js camp...lol...if not then gofor church...hais...ok...i wan go L4D now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-03-13T23:42:00.002+08:00

"god is gr8...sing his praise...."praise the lord...arghhh...i feel so sick...wa..2 days non stop work....ok la...got stop la...but tiring...half dead le...and then sick somemore....die...then tmr nd go church 4 vision hour and then yc....hais...but try to survuve...hais....hope can stay alive...lolol...l4d rocks...lol...my bro got th disc and now he playing...LOL...hais...sore throat...sneezing...flu....muscle ache...if got fever i go see docter check 4 sars...LOL...ok...going off le...bye!!!

2009-03-09T23:17:00.001+08:00

arghhhh!!!sad....miss abidah pls give me 4 more marks 4 me to pass overall....hais...lit...i failed....arghhh...roar!...anyway...my mum show me a news article of my distant cousin,dawn yang...the famous blogger...LOL...anyway...she was insulted and distorted in forums...hais...those ppl fail...jealous nia...anyway...since i so free after doing finish my crosstrain power point slides...now i going to insult those losers back...LoL...bye

2009-03-05T21:03:00.002+08:00

arghh!!!pissed,sad,overwhelmed,pained....alot of feelings mixed in me...!!!i FAILED MY LIT....wat the....y ...hais...i fail lit?...i want pass all subjects....but muz fail lit!!!arghhh hais...GOD PLS help me pass overall and get good grades in term 2,3 and end of year...GOD even though i did badly, i shall not and will not blame u in fact i will praise and glorify ur name....amen...GOD plz bless and protect me ....ty...

2009-02-27T20:10:00.007+08:00

woots back from malacca and yes it was soooooooFUN...the food was gr8 too...wow...like 3 times eat at restraunt...LOL...good food
the trip was furfilling and it rocked..i learnt alot of new things about lit,hist,geog...and a little bit of math...LOL...w8...and a little bit of hist...wow...feel like a pig...LOL...bought alot of good things too...LOL...SHOPPING!!!woots...haha...bought a superman belt,a lot of food,stuff for my bro and sis...also....a jesus and superman necklace...wear together....read between the lines...=jesus is my superman...haha...LOL...also...we were talking abt zimabwe..on the way back...it was stupid but funny...another joke is this...last time we say loser,lamer,watever,moron...now we say...loser,lamer,watever,moron,zimbabwe...LOL....ok...here are alot of pics...enjoy..LOL

2009-02-25T17:52:00.000+08:00

ok...sorry i deleated the other blog...too many insults le...relink pls...ty...and erm ols..i dun wan to get spammed with insults so...plz...stop...!!!